You Beautiful Girl

Look that those wrists, they used to carry you blood and cuts you beautiful girl, they now carry pearls. Look at your make up, its used to be so smeared you beautiful girl, now you look like a princess. Look at your smile, it used to frown you beautiful girl, you are smiling. Look at your past, it brought you down. You beautiful girl, you are so much stronger than it. You beautiful girl you never let it hold you back. You beautiful girl, you've learned from it. You beautiful girl, that’s why you’re so beautiful.

Quitting

Quitting hasn’t been as big of a deal as I thought it would be Sometimes yeah, ill crave one And yeah I took a couple hits off my friends E-Cigg But really its like I never did it in the first place Sometimes ill see bus on the street while I'm walking and think to my self that those used to be mine But not anymore They are other peoples that are currently dying while I'm living Which makes me happy

"Reality," Ally, is not that you are weak, and dream of becoming strong. Poor, and dream of becoming rich. Alone, and dream of having friends. But that you're already strong, rich, and among friends. Yet, at times, dream that you're not. Silly, The Universe

Ally, I hope you're loving your life. And I do mean really, really loving your life. Because right now there are so many others who are (loving your life). In time and space, and in the unseen. No, not all of them will admit it, but I know these things, and one day they'll know them, too. Big hug, The Universe

Being addicted to something you cant even spell feels like shit Being in love with someone who hates you feels like shit Being dead in a world of alive feels like shit Having things that you cant tell anyone feels like shit Loosing everything feels like shit When your four year old brother asks about your scars feels like shit When you tell yourself you are insane feels like shit Getting drunk and not remembering who you fucked feels like shit Having your mother tell you that the only people that actually love you are bad people feels like shit Being told that you are no good at the thing you thought you were only good at feels like shit Feeling behind everyone feels like shit Not being able to eat feels like shit Always worrying when you see the cops feels like shit Having your entire life slip right through your fingers feels like shit This life feels like shit

Becoming an Adict

I can smell it in the most unlikely place I can taste it in my mouth and its not there The sign on the door say "come one in, we sell death" But being an addict, we don’t see this So we buy and buy and buy And just one little white stick of burning tobacco It will pull you in Join the club And it will then be your only friend An evil one But for some reason you love it

I could really use a cigarette But don’t worry daddy I'm not addicted yet I could really use a plan B But don’t worry mamma I only drink tea Gonna quit my job and move to Vegas Tattoo my body and loose ten pounds I could really use a bed But don’t worry brother I'm not dead Yet I could really use a beat But don’t worry sister Ill stay on my feet Just look out for yourself You don’t need to worry about me