Being addicted to something you cant even spell feels like shit Being in love with someone who hates you feels like shit Being dead in a world of alive feels like shit Having things that you cant tell anyone feels like shit Loosing everything feels like shit When your four year old brother asks about your scars feels like shit When you tell yourself you are insane feels like shit Getting drunk and not remembering who you fucked feels like shit Having your mother tell you that the only people that actually love you are bad people feels like shit Being told that you are no good at the thing you thought you were only good at feels like shit Feeling behind everyone feels like shit Not being able to eat feels like shit Always worrying when you see the cops feels like shit Having your entire life slip right through your fingers feels like shit This life feels like shit