It's You

It's you I love
It's you I cherish
It's you I hate
And Its you I despise
But it's not you who I am with
And it's not me who you are with
You say that you love me but then you go and break my heart
And now all I have to say to you is I've found someone else
Someone better
Someone that will not break my heart like you did
So now it's him I love
Now it's him I cherish
Now it's him I don’t hate
Now it's him I don’t despise
Now I'm never coming back to you
And I hope you get your heart broken like mine was
You deserve it!

Beauty

I wear these pretty clothes to hide my ugly pain, and I am sick of crying so from now on I am shopping at Goodwill. And by doing this I will be showing you my true beauty. if you can't see that I have it without the glam then you don't have any. I don't need to act like Barbie to show beauty. I am beautiful just the way I am and I now see that. Beauty comes from within the soul and not just the the clothes you wear or the make-up you use. everything and everyone in this great world has beauty but you can't always see it on every one. So next time show it off. Bring out your natural beauty and just be you. Someone once told me that god made even the ugliest people beautiful because he loves us, this is why you and me; we are a lot alike. we both have beauty and we both need to know that. Show your beauty and believe that you have it because you do!

Patriotism

Patriotism, the love for your country and and the people in it. If you are living in a country you should love it therefore you should have patriotism. I believe that everyone should have a small bit of patriotism but if you are growing to not like the country's ways then that is okay not to have a lot of it. when you stand and say the pledge at the beginning of each day, you are showing patriotism. when you shoot off fireworks on the fourth of July, you are showing patriotism. when you put you hand over your heart at a basketball game while the natinol anthem is sung, you are showing patriotism. and when you look at the red, white, and blue on out nation's flag and think about how lucky you are to live in a country that is so free and protected. You know that you have patriotism. So as you can see you show patriotism in the little things you do each day.

My Real Hero

Every one has a hero. someone they can look up to and someone that leads them through life. Someone who guides them along the way and to helps then with their troubles. Someone they can go to when they are lonely and someone who they love. Is it weird that I don’t have one. That I don’t love someone enough to follow them. I've just never had the heart for it. Getting yelled at and emotionally beaten doesn't really sound fun to me. I don’t want to be yelled at when I am right and screamed at when I am good. I want to believe that I love you and that you love me back but it just cant be done. I really cant say it. I'm not in the mood to say something that isn't true. So lets just pretend to get along and you can be my hero just for show. But when it comes down to it your really nothing close to a hero.

Backwards

The sun is blue and the sky in yellow. The grass is aqua and the lake is green. The houses are green and the plants are beige. If you haven't noticed everything is backwards. And this is how my life goes. Lost in a tunnel of time. I'm not understanding. What could this be. My life just doesn't fit. Was I meant to be here or is this just a big mistake? Backwards gets confusing in a world of straight forward but it happens and that’s just something I have to live with. Something that will haunt me for the rest of my life but something that makes me different. Not in a bad way but in a neat unique way. And even in the darkest of pain I have sunlight.

Real Pain

When the loved get abused you know at that point nothing can get worse.
Just as you think the dread can not reach any higher, it does.
The sorrow that is stitching a quilt within my soul hurts so badly.
Do really know my pain?
No you don’t, you think you do but you don’t.
I feel the pain again and again, day after day.
The fire that rages in the soul and the ice that stings the heart.
I'v never felt this way before.
The autumn leaves change and so does my life.
I hate living without you.
I just cant bare it.
Its not possible
Soon I will die.
Die of loneliness?
No die with out you.
I sing your song at night and I wear your joy in the day.
Oh how I love you so.
Come back to me.
Its not far.
Walk across the water for me.
With out spoken word, call me.
And without touch, hug me

PLEASE!

Have You Ever?

Have you ever loved someone?
Enough to die for
Now imagine that person gone
Torn from your heart
As day go by and you hear nothing of them
You call, and you text but nothing
Nights of tears and days of sorrow
Not knowing what to do you eat away you sadness
You can't live without this person in your life...
there to hold you
Comfort you
Love you
And protect you
Have you ever wanted to die because someone has left you
My pain, you'll never know
The fire that rages within my heart you'll never see
And will never get put out
It will turn me to flames until I am completely vanished
Nothing but dust
With no one but myself because you have left me
Have you ever loved someone as much as I love you
I just wish you would no this
The pain I feel and the love I have for you
Have you ever loved me
I defiantly love you