Backwards

The sun is blue and the sky in yellow. The grass is aqua and the lake is green. The houses are green and the plants are beige. If you haven't noticed everything is backwards. And this is how my life goes. Lost in a tunnel of time. I'm not understanding. What could this be. My life just doesn't fit. Was I meant to be here or is this just a big mistake? Backwards gets confusing in a world of straight forward but it happens and that’s just something I have to live with. Something that will haunt me for the rest of my life but something that makes me different. Not in a bad way but in a neat unique way. And even in the darkest of pain I have sunlight.