Thursday, January 10, 2013

Not knowing if you're going to finish the test at the same time as everybody else. Being afraid to be called on and read something out loud. Afraid that your siblings might rely on you when they cant spell something. And no one even knows. No one knows that it is a challenge for me to count to 20. And no one knows that I spend hours at end reading a chapter in a book. And when I mix up counts and left and right in dance practice. No one realizes I'm stupid. I cant do it. My dyslexia holds me back. And I try so hard for it not to but I always does in the end. And when I loose my job for constantly getting the change wrong on the register. I hope they know I'm not stealing and that I'm just stupid.

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