I can’t fathom the simple thought of death. being gone forever but at the same time you are alive forever. what's next? is there a next? but look around the walking dead is everywhere. so do we even really die? tell me this please…were will I go and what will I do? when is my time and what will it be like? do I really have a hundred years? for some its short but for me its long this life is dreadful. wouldn't an afterlife be even more? and “rest in peace” rest means to leave the physical world mentally, but yet you eventually come back will I ever come back? god said he would rest his havens in the clouds but I cant see your havens God I don't know where to go when and if my time even comes trust me, I’ve touched the clouds before and you weren’t there.