The feeling when you are just dying inside and no one can see it
No one knows how I feel
Know body knows
I could tell them everything and they still wouldn’t know
I am insane
Im not kidding when I say that word
Insane
Help me
I love Christmas music
You just want to sit on a swing
The moment of greatness when the birds are chirping
The sun is beating down on your open back
And your white dress is flowing in the air along with your light blonde hair as you gently glide back and forth on that swing that is your happiness and you think to yourself that no one in the world could possibly be happier and you start to cry
You cant come to a state of calmness
You just cant
You stupid fucking bitch
no one likes you
They say they do and then they all go and turn on you
All the ones who know you
All your feelings
Secrets and dreams
They turn
And you would think I have learned by now
Nope think again
I need a break
Show me the way out
Please just put me in a hospital
Im serous
I need this
Eat!
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