Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Is anyone out there?
Can you hear my voice?
Can you hear my cries?
Do you know who I am?
Where I've been?
What I have seen?
The things I've been through?
What I live for?
Can you see me?
Can you hear me?
Do you even know my name?
Can you answer me?
Now?
Please?
HELP

Monday, March 21, 2011

Her

Hi, what is your name?
I don’t have a name
Who is your mother and father?
I don’t have any
Everyone has to have parents
Not me
So when did…
I see it again
See what?
The boy
What is he doing?
Dancing
Does he mean harm?
No
Do you?
Yes
Why would you?
I don’t want to but he makes me
Who makes you?
The boy
He talks to you?
Oh, all the time, he is my only friend
Where are you from?
Far away
Really?
Yes, the boy likes it there but I don’t, the cold keeps me up at night
Do you intend to hurt me?
Kill you
You wouldn’t want to kill anyone now would you? You're only a mere child
But that’s the thing, I do!
I have recently got something stolen from me
Not something you can hold in your hand
Or something you can put on your shelf
But a friend
A best friend
And within a year she was gone in a blink of an eye
some might say a year is a lot, and so it is
But when you have a friend by your side to make it worth while
It is short
Memorable
But short
And let me tell you that when it ended
Tears flood
She says we'll stay in touch
But we all know that wont last long
I love her with all my heart
I'm not ready to leave her yet
Goes to show not everything can stay
And even the brightest of stars must die out some day

Friday, March 18, 2011

Mr. Fly

What are you doing?
I am sitting in class staring at it
What is it doing?
It is twitching with pain
Where did the pain come from?
We killed it
And why did you kill it?
It was buzzing in my ear...
And now the fly is dead
It has gone to heaven
Funny thing is that the same thing
happened in the same spot at the
same time yesterday
Rebirth?
No
Just another fly
Does it miss life?
Well, don’t we all
Now what are you going to do?
Sit next to it for the rest of the class
Do you feel bad for killing it?
no
As if the snow were to follow my in my foot steps
As if the wind were to chase me in my tracks
Or as if the rain were to beat me in my place
I halt
And nothing shall ever run past my simple mind again
Not thoughts
Nor dreams
And as the perfection rises
The little light in my eyes twinkles little by little
And that is what makes it so special
Un giorno ti piangere per me, come ho pianto per te.
Un giorno tu mi manchi come mi sei mancato.
Un giorno avrete bisogno di me come avevo bisogno di te.
E un giorno tu mi amore
Ma io non ti amo.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

The year was 2081.
And nothing existed
that's it

Friday, March 4, 2011

Untitled

Oh the way I love you so
With all my heart the high havens could never break
The butterflies in my stomach they could bring me to my knees

I LOVE YOU
Now how does that feel?
How does it feel to know you're everything I ever needed
The strength you give my soul oh I could catch a falling star
I love you
And that’s all
But now
You changed
All your ways
how you act

I MIS YOU
With all my heart
It aches inside
As it twits a crumbles deep within my body
Now how does that feel?
How does it feel to know you stole my heart
Tore it from my chest and stomped on it
Broke it into a million pieces
Its throbbing
And for you
Don’t come back to save it

I HATE YOU
Now how does that feel
How does it feel to know I didn't just step into love with you
I fell in love
And I fell hard

How do you feel now?
Do you know how it feels to be black inside?
Completely alone?
Dead inside?
No you don’t

The blood from my cuts drip
The water from my tears flow
Into a puddle of love
Your love
Die along side of me and then
Ask me
"How does it feel"?