What do you see when you look into my eyes?
Someone with wisdom and knowledge?
Someone with strength an courage?
Or someone with stardom and greatness?
Well I and something greater and much deeper than just that.
Threes a hole different girl that lies beneath this smile.
Someone striving to get out but just cant make it.
A girl who has been through a lot.
A girl who isn't really understood.
A girl who has her life picked out for her.
But if you really get to know this girl you will see this side of her.
The side that only a few people know of.
So don’t judge her on what you see on the outside because way deep down within her soul she is crying.

Forgotten

A perfect family made up of four perfect people. A mom, a dad, a baby boy, and a baby girl. The girl being the most precious of them all got lots and lots of attention. She wore pink satin ribbons and perfectly laced dresses. There was not a moment when she was not in somebody's arms. As they cradle her back and forth telling her that she is the most beautiful girl in the world and one of gods greatest creations. A precious little infant with perfect silk skin.
One gloomy old day on the streets of Pewaukee WI. The rain was not yet among them but they all knew it was coming. The sky was a foggy grey color and the air was moist. Not the best day for the people of Pewaukee but for some reason little miss perfect loved today. You could hear the pitter patter of her newly trained feet on the wooden floors, and the laughter of her incent voice. Soon it happened. First little small drops of rain and soon huge ones. As the sky got darker and darker mother told the kids they had to go to bed. Baby girl fell asleep quickly to the sounds of rain and her mothers voice singing to her. As the town drowns in the rain baby girl in amused by the sounds and feeling of the night. People take pictures of her from the outside and gun shots shoot from a far representing the thunder and lightning. Mother wakes up the family and tells them to run into the basement for protection. The boy runs to the stairs and sees his tree fall in his back yard smashing into baby sister's window. At that moment he remembers, his sister is up there. She is upstairs alone. Not to knowing the dangers that surrounds her. Mother bushes the boy as she is telling him to get to safety. Precious little girl wakes up to the sound of the crash and shatter of glass. She stands up in her crib to see that a tree had crashed into her window letting the perfect weather into the house.

Baby girl grew older and can still recall the day that she was left alone. Forgotten. With nothing to protect her but her wooden crib. And when they day comes when the sky is a foggy grey color and they air is moist, she walks out side and waits. Waits for the rain, and when it finally begins she stands. Just stands and cries. Cries upon the flashback and the memories of being forgotten. Knowing that nobody truly loved her; she stands and cries. As she was treated as the most fragile of all she was forgotten. And she loves the rain. She waits for it day and day again so that she can once again stand in it and cry without any one seeing her tears.

Too Good to be True

Have you ever been having so much fun that you didn’t want it to end? The day that you are with all your friends and all your worries are gone. The world seems to be in all perfection. You look back to the past and cant remember the last time you had been this happy. Nothing but laughter fill the air, this is just like a perfect movie. You feel almost like you are in a dream. You all giggle as your friend tells a joke and the summer sun sets beyond the clouds. You are living your life like there is no tomorrow. You are in absolute heaven. You soon fall asleep around all your friends with a smile on your face. You wake up in the morning wanting to reply the whole thing. But you cant, it was a once in a lifetime opportunity. You soon regret ever letting your perfect day end. You probably could have done something to make it longer. But we all knew it had so end.

The Unthinkable By: Maddi B.

Tears rolled down my cheek,

As I told them Parker,

It was hard to even say it,

I knew I shouldn’t have snitched on you



But I love you and you need help,

I am just trying to get that for you,

Parker you can't be mad,

I didn’t get mad when you did those things,

You were so bad,

You did the unthinkable



Ran inside,

And asked me to join,

Your little sister,

Parker you know it hurts me,

The pain you caused,

I can't even look at you



You never loved me,

Now you never will,

And that pain kills,

I sit here thinking now,

About what I have done,

I drove you farther away



Parker but I did the unthinkable too,

I hurt myself instead of you,

Don’t be mad,
Though I know you could care less



What this unthinkable thing did to you,

Or even me

We both hurt someone,

That person being me



I cut for the first time,

Although they are small,

It's still pain

And you scarred me,

Showed me the other side of you,

A side I wish to never see again

It's too late what's done is done



My leg hurts,

While my heart aches,

I just want you to know,

You did the unthinkable

More unthinkable than the last

You stopped the love,

I have no one,

Left to fend for myself



How could we be so careless?

Why did this terrible thing happen?

Did we ever think about the unthinkable?

The thing that harms us both

It's You

It's you I love
It's you I cherish
It's you I hate
And Its you I despise
But it's not you who I am with
And it's not me who you are with
You say that you love me but then you go and break my heart
And now all I have to say to you is I've found someone else
Someone better
Someone that will not break my heart like you did
So now it's him I love
Now it's him I cherish
Now it's him I don’t hate
Now it's him I don’t despise
Now I'm never coming back to you
And I hope you get your heart broken like mine was
You deserve it!

Beauty

I wear these pretty clothes to hide my ugly pain, and I am sick of crying so from now on I am shopping at Goodwill. And by doing this I will be showing you my true beauty. if you can't see that I have it without the glam then you don't have any. I don't need to act like Barbie to show beauty. I am beautiful just the way I am and I now see that. Beauty comes from within the soul and not just the the clothes you wear or the make-up you use. everything and everyone in this great world has beauty but you can't always see it on every one. So next time show it off. Bring out your natural beauty and just be you. Someone once told me that god made even the ugliest people beautiful because he loves us, this is why you and me; we are a lot alike. we both have beauty and we both need to know that. Show your beauty and believe that you have it because you do!

Patriotism

Patriotism, the love for your country and and the people in it. If you are living in a country you should love it therefore you should have patriotism. I believe that everyone should have a small bit of patriotism but if you are growing to not like the country's ways then that is okay not to have a lot of it. when you stand and say the pledge at the beginning of each day, you are showing patriotism. when you shoot off fireworks on the fourth of July, you are showing patriotism. when you put you hand over your heart at a basketball game while the natinol anthem is sung, you are showing patriotism. and when you look at the red, white, and blue on out nation's flag and think about how lucky you are to live in a country that is so free and protected. You know that you have patriotism. So as you can see you show patriotism in the little things you do each day.

My Real Hero

Every one has a hero. someone they can look up to and someone that leads them through life. Someone who guides them along the way and to helps then with their troubles. Someone they can go to when they are lonely and someone who they love. Is it weird that I don’t have one. That I don’t love someone enough to follow them. I've just never had the heart for it. Getting yelled at and emotionally beaten doesn't really sound fun to me. I don’t want to be yelled at when I am right and screamed at when I am good. I want to believe that I love you and that you love me back but it just cant be done. I really cant say it. I'm not in the mood to say something that isn't true. So lets just pretend to get along and you can be my hero just for show. But when it comes down to it your really nothing close to a hero.

Backwards

The sun is blue and the sky in yellow. The grass is aqua and the lake is green. The houses are green and the plants are beige. If you haven't noticed everything is backwards. And this is how my life goes. Lost in a tunnel of time. I'm not understanding. What could this be. My life just doesn't fit. Was I meant to be here or is this just a big mistake? Backwards gets confusing in a world of straight forward but it happens and that’s just something I have to live with. Something that will haunt me for the rest of my life but something that makes me different. Not in a bad way but in a neat unique way. And even in the darkest of pain I have sunlight.

Real Pain

When the loved get abused you know at that point nothing can get worse.
Just as you think the dread can not reach any higher, it does.
The sorrow that is stitching a quilt within my soul hurts so badly.
Do really know my pain?
No you don’t, you think you do but you don’t.
I feel the pain again and again, day after day.
The fire that rages in the soul and the ice that stings the heart.
I'v never felt this way before.
The autumn leaves change and so does my life.
I hate living without you.
I just cant bare it.
Its not possible
Soon I will die.
Die of loneliness?
No die with out you.
I sing your song at night and I wear your joy in the day.
Oh how I love you so.
Come back to me.
Its not far.
Walk across the water for me.
With out spoken word, call me.
And without touch, hug me

PLEASE!

Have You Ever?

Have you ever loved someone?
Enough to die for
Now imagine that person gone
Torn from your heart
As day go by and you hear nothing of them
You call, and you text but nothing
Nights of tears and days of sorrow
Not knowing what to do you eat away you sadness
You can't live without this person in your life...
there to hold you
Comfort you
Love you
And protect you
Have you ever wanted to die because someone has left you
My pain, you'll never know
The fire that rages within my heart you'll never see
And will never get put out
It will turn me to flames until I am completely vanished
Nothing but dust
With no one but myself because you have left me
Have you ever loved someone as much as I love you
I just wish you would no this
The pain I feel and the love I have for you
Have you ever loved me
I defiantly love you