If Forever was Split

A quick gash from a knife and missing stitches
The world quickly begins to alter and I slowly die
Forever, a figment of my imagination but yet a word that still exist
"I WILL be with you forever"
And where are we now?
Broken
Split apart
Forever?
No
Just until fate decides to recapture the forever picture of our love
You and me
Forever
And when the gash is re-opened, then, at that moment is when I mend it. Because no matter what happens , I will be with you. And nothing, not even the world can stand between us.

Alone (Co-writer: Madi Brey)

Its wet and cold in the air
You know those days, the ones when you know something is going to happen.
The fog rises from the ground as you see a glimpse in the forest.
As you creep closer and closer you see a little girl.
Dressed in a ripped up raged lace dress.
She looks at you and just stares.
Her black hair covers most of her face
Except her green eyes glowing
Staring you down
The skin of the young girl is pale no color at all
Slowly she moves toward you
Arms out
At first glance she looks sad
Maybe even lonely
The gate swings open and makes a long bang
Her head moves up as she walks like the living dead passing graves stones
She has been abandoned.
With no use of comfort but herself.
A single little girl walking closer and closer to you.
You can feel your blood getting chill.
As she gets closer, you can see gashes up and down her arms with dried blood sticking to them
You cant help but to gaze into her bright green eyes.
Soon spiders creep out of them as the crooked smile on her face gets bigger.
You try to run but the grave behind you hits your leg.
She's now inches away and grabs you.
She pulls you close to her.
Her eyes staring into yours and her smile gets bigger and her hand slowly moves out from behind her back.
Your heart races and your mind goes crazy as to what will happen.
You kick and scream but you just cant get away
A panicked look shots the girl holding you and she lets go.
Her mouth opens maybe to eat you or scream.
No, she pulls her arm out from behind and there is nothing.
Just her arms opened wide waiting for a hug.
That's when she says it…. Friend :).
A misunderstood girl just looking for a friend in a world left all alone.
Just was waiting for you.
No harm will be done.
You cant believe this but she was only trying to help your leg after you fell.
Don't Judge a book by its cover.

What?

What would you do for the one you loved?
What would you do for the one you loved?
Walk a thousand miles in the rain just to see his face.
Steel your friends phone just to call him.
Play hooky from school just to talk to him.
Push down the people that stand between both of you.
Swim across the ocean to his boat.
Get an F in your class just to daydream about him.
And maybe, just maybe give your life for him.
this, this is how I feel abut you _____,
I would do these and many more things for you
If you haven't noticed I love you
And I know you don’t love me back but I wrote you a letter telling you how I feel, so here It goes

Dear ______,
When I met you for the first time I knew I'd see you again. When I did I knew this would never end. When I see your picture I scream. When I heard it was your birthday I cried because I could not afford to buy you a present so instead I stayed up until midnight the night before just to call you and say happy Birthday. When we are on the phone you cant see it but I am smiling the entire time. When you text me I jump out of bed to reply. When I see you I melt inside. I write you initials all over all of my things. I memorized your favorite song for you, I basically memorized everything about you. When I point out my flaws to you don’t try to change the; you say they are what make be beautiful. When I talk to you I blush like crazy. I would do anything for you; change all my ways, I kind of already have. When I am having a bad day you talk to me and make it better. I stay up as late as I can for you. I talk too much about you. I count down the hours until school is over so that we can talk. I pay money for a Skype so that I can talk to you when I get lonely. I waste money at the concession stand because you work there and I need an excuse to come and talk to you. I would die for you. I love your rosy cheeks, how you’re a nerd, your laugh, your hugs, your blond hair, how your always happy, your smile, how you agree with me just to make me happy. You make me smile, blush, laugh, you give me butterflies. You make me explode inside. You make my heart pound. No words can explain how I feel for you. I cant get you off of my mind. I see you in every person that I talk to. You say I'm yours forever. I love you.

But wait, you don’t love me back. It was all just a lie. I like how you told me that you would take me to the dance and then you go and take a girl that you just met and I, I had to find out from a person that I hardly know. And why in the world would you feel obligated to love me?! You do know that you don’t have to do what you don’t want to do.

the three things that I hate in a guy players, posers, and liars. And guess what you are; you are a liar. You little MOTHER F*****!!!! Yes that is what you are _____, and you make me so mad. Do like making girls cry or something? You know that you were doing it, you even told me. You were messing with my mind and you knew it. You don’t even feel bad about it do you? Is this some kind of game? I know you’ve probably been hurt before but not as bad as I'm hurting now. Let me just tell you that the two times I have cried the most in my life are when my grandma died, and when you broke my heart. And that, that is how much I loved you. Well I just want you to know that my cutting days are over and I'm done with my tears. Iv sound someone new, someone better than you. Someone that will not break my heart.
I hope you get dumped hard hope you get hurt as bad as me, because I really did love you. So next when you get your heart broken, don’t come crying to me. You were no there for me some I'm not here for you. So go ahead and run away because I'm not running after you this time.
Love. Ally <3

I hope you happy Peter!

Dear God,
I still remember it like it was yesterday it started out as a normal day. March 27th 2010. I had slept over at a friends house the night before and we were eating breakfast. My mom sent me a text message telling me that grandpa had called saying that grandma hadn't been doing to well and we need to hurry there. She would be there to pick me up in ten minutes. I hopped in the car and the entire three hour ride there was pure science. We got to the house and all I could see was grandma in the hospital bed in the center of the room. I hugged her and she told me these words "your such a sweet girl, don’t you ever change, I love you". I couldn’t tell her I loved her back without crying so I ran to the bathroom as water poured out of my eyes. The entire time at her house I prayed to you asking to let her live longer. Long enough to meet her great grandchildren or at least to Christmas. But I happened, March 29th 2010 mom called me up into her room. Before I could even get to the top of the stairs I could hear her crying; I already knew what she was going to say but I still let her tell me. She gave me a huge hugs while the tears ran from her eyes. "honey grandma, grandma, " she could hardly finish her sentence. Soon I was in tears "grandpa called and well, grandma passed away this afternoon. She gave me another hug, "well she's in a better place now. She loved you so much and don’t you forget that, she told me to tell you never to change. You are a beautiful girl Ally and please stay that way." I was hurting so badly. I sprinted out of her room and into mine ; that nigh I stayed up until three in the morning that night crying.
Now god all I ask is one thing. While my grandma is with you can you please love her, love her with all her heart. And can you also let her know that I love her and miss her soooooooo much. I think about her all the time and the memories we had together. And could you let her know that I pray for her as much as I can. Oh what I wouldn’t give to see her one more time. To tell her I loved her one more time. Just hug her and never let her go. Well thank you for protecting her until my day comes, God .

Love, Allyson Anne Pfister (granddaughter)

RIP: Grandma Pleger (I love you)

February 23, 1932 to March 29, 2010

What do you see when you look into my eyes?
Someone with wisdom and knowledge?
Someone with strength an courage?
Or someone with stardom and greatness?
Well I and something greater and much deeper than just that.
Threes a hole different girl that lies beneath this smile.
Someone striving to get out but just cant make it.
A girl who has been through a lot.
A girl who isn't really understood.
A girl who has her life picked out for her.
But if you really get to know this girl you will see this side of her.
The side that only a few people know of.
So don’t judge her on what you see on the outside because way deep down within her soul she is crying.

Forgotten

A perfect family made up of four perfect people. A mom, a dad, a baby boy, and a baby girl. The girl being the most precious of them all got lots and lots of attention. She wore pink satin ribbons and perfectly laced dresses. There was not a moment when she was not in somebody's arms. As they cradle her back and forth telling her that she is the most beautiful girl in the world and one of gods greatest creations. A precious little infant with perfect silk skin.
One gloomy old day on the streets of Pewaukee WI. The rain was not yet among them but they all knew it was coming. The sky was a foggy grey color and the air was moist. Not the best day for the people of Pewaukee but for some reason little miss perfect loved today. You could hear the pitter patter of her newly trained feet on the wooden floors, and the laughter of her incent voice. Soon it happened. First little small drops of rain and soon huge ones. As the sky got darker and darker mother told the kids they had to go to bed. Baby girl fell asleep quickly to the sounds of rain and her mothers voice singing to her. As the town drowns in the rain baby girl in amused by the sounds and feeling of the night. People take pictures of her from the outside and gun shots shoot from a far representing the thunder and lightning. Mother wakes up the family and tells them to run into the basement for protection. The boy runs to the stairs and sees his tree fall in his back yard smashing into baby sister's window. At that moment he remembers, his sister is up there. She is upstairs alone. Not to knowing the dangers that surrounds her. Mother bushes the boy as she is telling him to get to safety. Precious little girl wakes up to the sound of the crash and shatter of glass. She stands up in her crib to see that a tree had crashed into her window letting the perfect weather into the house.

Baby girl grew older and can still recall the day that she was left alone. Forgotten. With nothing to protect her but her wooden crib. And when they day comes when the sky is a foggy grey color and they air is moist, she walks out side and waits. Waits for the rain, and when it finally begins she stands. Just stands and cries. Cries upon the flashback and the memories of being forgotten. Knowing that nobody truly loved her; she stands and cries. As she was treated as the most fragile of all she was forgotten. And she loves the rain. She waits for it day and day again so that she can once again stand in it and cry without any one seeing her tears.

Too Good to be True

Have you ever been having so much fun that you didn’t want it to end? The day that you are with all your friends and all your worries are gone. The world seems to be in all perfection. You look back to the past and cant remember the last time you had been this happy. Nothing but laughter fill the air, this is just like a perfect movie. You feel almost like you are in a dream. You all giggle as your friend tells a joke and the summer sun sets beyond the clouds. You are living your life like there is no tomorrow. You are in absolute heaven. You soon fall asleep around all your friends with a smile on your face. You wake up in the morning wanting to reply the whole thing. But you cant, it was a once in a lifetime opportunity. You soon regret ever letting your perfect day end. You probably could have done something to make it longer. But we all knew it had so end.