For life can arisen form the grave as so have the ones for greave
Eccedentesiast as they say for I believe that is not a grin
But turns into cachinnation and kills it with a bang
Insidously reaching out towards the giggle and forced do kill
Inaniloquent and marry in the brain for dolor can feel amore
it is a Maledicent and wishes to die
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Begining to my Short Story "Grandpa"
I gots 99 problems. I sit here on the cold little corner. Mama don’t help me no more, and pa passed about one year ago. And as much as he would beat me like an old rug, I knew he loved me and that gives me hope. Maybe it what get me through these rough times? I don’t gots many friends but the ones I do has left me. I don’t blame em for my troubles or nothing but when a brother needs help a good mad would help him out. Gots nothing but a couple coins and a raged old blanket. Sometimes I just sit in the night. Lay back, look up at the stars. I thinks to myself why am I here? Do I really gots to be here. And then I make a list in my head. A list of all the reasons I gots to live. For some reasons I can never seem to come up with any. And then I make a list of the reasons I would want to die. Sometimes I come up with a couple before I fall asleep.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
A Jumble of Words to Make Sense
The sun
Shines down on this beautiful world
Calling our names
Asking us to pay attention to it and look up
But we are told never to look at the sun
So we don’t
All it wants is some friends
And ma always did say that all REAL churches have a cross on them
So you aint religious unless your church got a cross on it.
But even sometimes when you want your dreams to come true, the first thing that you have to do
Is wake up
And dare to be you
Dare to dream
And dare to stand out
Dare to be the greatest thing that ever did walk this earth
But if you really think about it…
And upsidedown in the earth a dead man walks upon my soles when I walk
But morning brings night, that brings darkness, that brings light, that brings day to dark
Shines down on this beautiful world
Calling our names
Asking us to pay attention to it and look up
But we are told never to look at the sun
So we don’t
All it wants is some friends
And ma always did say that all REAL churches have a cross on them
So you aint religious unless your church got a cross on it.
But even sometimes when you want your dreams to come true, the first thing that you have to do
Is wake up
And dare to be you
Dare to dream
And dare to stand out
Dare to be the greatest thing that ever did walk this earth
But if you really think about it…
And upsidedown in the earth a dead man walks upon my soles when I walk
But morning brings night, that brings darkness, that brings light, that brings day to dark
Small drops of shivering death are upon us
traveling by the million and no one can stop them
A bright ball of fire peaks around the dust but cannot appear
life is snatched curelessly from the hands
With the dampness of terror
Love and life collide to create a pain unbearable to the world
Hatred that can not be mended in the steam of day
For the ones who seek it know what it lurks
And those who don’t know the pain it brings us on the day of despair
As death approaches, ready to kill at any given moment
Darkens the day with a humid touch
And to me it has healed the knife
Death arises
traveling by the million and no one can stop them
A bright ball of fire peaks around the dust but cannot appear
life is snatched curelessly from the hands
With the dampness of terror
Love and life collide to create a pain unbearable to the world
Hatred that can not be mended in the steam of day
For the ones who seek it know what it lurks
And those who don’t know the pain it brings us on the day of despair
As death approaches, ready to kill at any given moment
Darkens the day with a humid touch
And to me it has healed the knife
Death arises
Do you know how it feels to have to live my life wanting something that I know I can never have
Living every single day of my life knowing that he doesn’t care and doesn’t want me
Knowing that I will some day have to get married but It will not be to him
And letting days pass just daydreaming about him
But its something I will never reach
You know love? It’s a crazy thing.
And they say that when you love something, set it free
If it loves you, it will come back
If is doesn’t, it was never yours in the first place
But yet I have to go through every day, for the rest of my life, knowing that he will never love me
Or want me, or need me, and to that I say I love you, and you only.
Do you know how it feels. To die without ever loving anyone else except for the person that will never love you back.
Living every single day of my life knowing that he doesn’t care and doesn’t want me
Knowing that I will some day have to get married but It will not be to him
And letting days pass just daydreaming about him
But its something I will never reach
You know love? It’s a crazy thing.
And they say that when you love something, set it free
If it loves you, it will come back
If is doesn’t, it was never yours in the first place
But yet I have to go through every day, for the rest of my life, knowing that he will never love me
Or want me, or need me, and to that I say I love you, and you only.
Do you know how it feels. To die without ever loving anyone else except for the person that will never love you back.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
God pours life into death and death into life without a drop being spilled.
As soon as the day comes you can not prevent it
That is your god given moment
Your moment of life
The moment in which you don’t die but it is the time when you feel the most alive
The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.
And as death is not yet a postpartum of the world but maybe just a fertilizer for it'
And no one can say with a straight face that they will wake up tomorrow
And maybe we will but just in the right place
A man does not die of love or his liver or even of old age; he dies of being a man.
And so with this I would like to say I'm not afraid of death.
It's the stake one puts up in order to play the game of life.
And sometimes you need to lose the game just to get back up
And play it once more
As soon as the day comes you can not prevent it
That is your god given moment
Your moment of life
The moment in which you don’t die but it is the time when you feel the most alive
The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.
And as death is not yet a postpartum of the world but maybe just a fertilizer for it'
And no one can say with a straight face that they will wake up tomorrow
And maybe we will but just in the right place
A man does not die of love or his liver or even of old age; he dies of being a man.
And so with this I would like to say I'm not afraid of death.
It's the stake one puts up in order to play the game of life.
And sometimes you need to lose the game just to get back up
And play it once more
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